After 5 Months..

Salam and Good Morning,

Malaysia once again digemparkan dengan tragedi MH17 pagi ini. Aku agak ketinggalan pasal berita ni sebab tidur awal semalam. Bangun pagi, lepas sahur macam biasa scroll2 facebook, twitter and insta. Dang!! I saw it! This year stories gonna be in history book someday. Like PM said '' tragedic year for Malaysia". May Allah always bless us.

Ermm. Let's go with the story about after 5 months..

It's been 5 month since I've been working. I mean my first job in my life. My dream is to be an engineer in oil and gas industry but somehow I'm not in that line for my first career ever. At first, memang la harapan tu tinggi but the truth is after graduated about 6 month, and I'm still unemployed then my path changes.

Ya. I take the risk to try and apply other line of job. Luckily, I got it. Being a logistic people is not bad because I knew that they are also very important in oil and gas industry. Without logistic, macam mana people di offshore mau dapat makanan? macam mana dorang mau dapat pipes and other tools for offshore operations? Indeed, logistic people yang akan buat semua tu. Especially in Labuan now.

Since 5 month ago, I keep thinking. Is it the right thing for me to do?? But suprisingly, I'm still here. Work as a logistic people. Of course there are upside and down work in this line. Pressure is always there. Boss , client, supplier and even my colleague gave me headache. My social time with family and friends also limited.  Duhh!! It's very upsetting me.

Now, that ''upsetting'' things became my normal routine.  I just hope all the experience on my first career can bring me forward and be a better person. At the same time, I'm still running towards my dream to become an engineer. Pray for me, friends.  :)

#PrayforMH17  #PrayforMH370

Adios.

What presents that I really want today?

Salam..

Setelah hampir setahun, aku tergerak hati untuk menulis sesuatu. Abaikan segala post yang tak di update sebelum-sebelum ni. What so special today? Bagi aku hari ini hanyalah seperti hari-hari biasa yang aku jalani. Cuma ada kelebihan sedikit sebab it's my birthday.Yeah, I'm a year older now. 

Usually, people will ask what do you want on your birthday. Then, I'm speechless sebab aku tak dapat fikir pun hadiah apa yang aku nak. Tapi yang peliknya, all day long I always thought about my best-ever-friends. 

Yeah. I do miss them very much today. I almost cried to ''walk'' to the memory lane and suddenly I realized that actually I really want to meet them today. Desperately! Of course I feel grateful to have all my family members around. Still, those 7 people bring a great meaning to my life too for the past 3 years and this friendship impact still remain in my heart until today. I know people changes and everybody got their own life now. Same goes to me. Everyday I met new friends, keep in touch and hang out with old friends. Still, the feeling is not the same. I always hope this 7 people appear in front of me. I still need them. I want to talk to them even that thing is just ''rubbish'' talk. I miss their unique characters. I miss their laugh. I miss the situations when everybody start to debate or fight over something. I miss the pillow talk with the girls. I miss the simple chit chat during our dinner. I miss all the birthday celebrations. I can't do all that things anymore since I have to focus on my responsible to my family now. I have to move on right?

At the end, it's just my hope to see them today. Back to reality, everybody have their own life and journey now. It's very hard to meet in the mean time, but deep inside my heart I want to meet them in the future. InshaAllah. May Allah ease your journey in this world, my friends. May Allah strengthened our friendship forever even though we hardly contacting and meeting with each other. I'm very grateful to have you all in my life. Alhamdulillah. Allah gave me a chance to meet and spend time with these 7 people for almost 3 years.

Dedicated to my beloved friends,

Lan, Wan, Ayie, Kimah, Nomi, Zack, Dayah......Moga korang terus sukses for your future. Hope to see you again ;)